i was so wanting to pass. and i did. but after i did, i felt it was no big deal. it was so stupid to be hoping for success in that one chance you can have over and over again. there are so many other chances if you take for granted, you'll probably never get another chance.
i feel like i've been running back and forth on time. i travel through time. it seems to be moving so fast. i'm so tired. i've stopped already.
i see everything passing me by. it's like i'm out of my body watching my life. it's like i'm trying to reach out to me to tell me what decisions to make.
sigh. i've just lost yu again. everyday's a new race. everyday.
